So...mixed feelings. At the same time, birthday was great.
I was able to spend the day with Murray, and as my present he took me to a gun range where I got to shoot (well, with a gun that shoots a laser) in a simulator. My first shooting lesson was in the woods shooting at targets we'd brought, and as a second lesson this was pretty good. Apparently I'm a decent shot, too.
After that was delicious food, movies, and we may or may not have fallen asleep together on the futon in my parents' living room.
(If you don't know what a Jayne's hat is, watch Firefly.)
Then I finished up the day by staying up way too late with my Game of Thrones book that I can't believe I haven't read before now.
It's good that, even though I still don't know what to do about the anxiety/depression often, I can still have fun days.